One thing about myself that I know, is that once I write a problem down, or say it aloud to someone, it makes the situation feel alot better. Once I actually wrote down what I was feeling, it wasn't so bad. Now if I could just get to the point where I am actually writing about positive stuff in here......
Every time I come back to this project (blog), I always want to come back and be a totally zen person, who can write only about positive things, and be really nice and just breath daffodils and puppies blah blah. No. That is not me. I can be pessimistic, grouchy at times, childish, ignorant, rude, and unappreciative. However, I am also trying. I am trying to be a better person. I have the desire to improve who I am for the better, and I will not be comfortable until I am better. I don't have to be perfect, since perfection does not exist, but I want to become a person that I can respect and appreciate, whether someone else likes me or not. I know that I'm not there yet, but I promise to try my hardest not to give up on myself.
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